Emotional

I've been tugged so many different directions this last month, I can't even begin to describe...

In the beginning of the month, I started working a superb amount of taco hours, which I enjoy but it takes away from my adventure time as well as my time on Sauvie Island.  Alex and I have felt our first strain.  I learned that Michael has been sleeping with a co-worker, slash/friend of mine for a few months - whatever that means.  And I realized that I'm too busy to care about friendships.  I've made some good ones so far but I already feel myself blowing them off.  I need to go out more, but I feel myself driven to want to be home, which is especially weird since it is the summertime and all.

Resolutions:

Mike can be with whoever he wants.  All I really want is for him to be happy

Alex works sooooo much and never regular hours, I AM a priority to him although sometimes its difficult to see it.

I still adventure all the freaking time, so what if I stay home on Tuesdays after all my epic Monday Fundays.

I've just been busy but I intend to dive back into posting all my adventures over the month a half.  And you know i've got some amazing pics to put forth too.

I think my biggest struggle is finding the balance in my life;  I want to go Go GO yet I want to stay in once in awhile.  I want to be with Alex, but I want my me time too.  I know I'll figure it out